Far Away-Nickelback

i've fought the battle,
i've tried my best,
i've completed the battle,
i've prayed for it every moment,
wishing it every moment,
but.....

it just wasn't enough...

should i have looked on the bright side?
or just continue wondering what did i done wrong
should i have circled that question a, b, c or d

it doesn't matter because what's done is done...it's a
good thing to see my friends doing well and all..

hey guys congratulations on your results..i'm really
happy for you..really am...but i just hoped that i
could be in that group...

the group that had the grand prize...the group where
everything is going right for them..the group that
knows their future is secured for them...and the
group that only has the forward direction to look at
not the reverse...

that's right...i got my PMR results today...i didn't do
what everybody expect to do...i was just a stone's
throw for a straight...should i have done harder?

i don't know...Pn. Chua telling me that it was good...
well maybe i'm kind of greedy and all...it just wasn't
good enough....

after all those stressful moments i endured,
after all those time i spend..using it to study...,
after everything..

why didn't i study harder?
why didn't i put in more effort?

why?

i thought i could accept this....

i tried to chill out...but hearing people saying...
"oh i got straight"makes me feel like there's
something missing..

yes...i wasn't good enough..i just didn't try enough
i should have sit my ass on the chair longer...not
just playing my computer....

but....i'm saying it's not all that bad...

little did i know that,
even tough i didn't get what i wanted....i already
have it all along...

i've met amazing people in my life...
i wasn't what i am today if these people wasn't
around....

i thank god that you have placed me with people
that have shaped me into a person like this....
ever stronger and united together...

i appreciated them, treasure them and love them..
we going through life together...placed our
differences apart and love and care for each other
for who we really are..

so it just occured to me...that this experience never
brought any loss to me...i instead got the best
experience i ever wanted....

i will never wanted to trade anything in the world for
this experience...ANYTHING

to you guys out there...it's been an honour to be
your friend...although some of us didn't get what we
wanted...we have gotten something special from it..

i will never give it away...thank you for being there
for me and never failing to stand by my side...

i can't continue anymore...once again...i'm really
happy for you guys who did well...

all the best...