feelings insincere

"I'm gonna jump the walls and run
I wonder if they'll miss me?
I will miss them.
This place is my home
I want to be a part of it,
Invisible even to the night.
Then I'll read poetry to the stones
Maybe one day I could be one of them...
Wise and silent.
Waiting for someone to love me.
Waiting for someone to kiss me.
I'm seventeen years old
And I feel it's already too late to live.
Don't you?"